| betty rose dallas? |
[Jan. 29th, 2006|08:44 am] |
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| | walls of jericho- all hail the dead | ] |
so, monday is the last day for anyone who hasnt left yet. basically there's this one kid, and im going to miss him like crazy, whether or not he remembers me after this week, im still going to miss him and things just wont be the same. even if i never see him again after this week im going to do my best to keep in touch... i dont think it'll matter, he will forget about me and everyone else who loved him this much. cause i do love him and i wish i had more time to tell him so.
it's going to be a really sad day and im not sure who's going to be there for me to share it with. all of a sudden im feeling like my friends dont want me around anymore, even though last week i was positive they actually liked me and i trusted that they wouldnt lie about it. i've always had a hard time believing that people could actually like me. maybe on monday when i get back and see everyone again (and chris for the last time) then things will click back into place. i dont know. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2006|09:39 am] |
i've been hungry lately.
i bet i'll have a growth spurt.
or just put on some weight.
i actually feel really fat right now- im only 109, about 5'3, so it's not like i'm all that fat, i just feel every single pound of it. it sucks. i'll feel better when i get back to school i think, sitting around at home always does this too me.
but i'm feeling a little bit happy.
i think i'd really like to go for a walk today. |
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